The Night is Not My Own by Robin Clarissa The night is not my own Reality is not here, it's not there. Is it real? The wind sounds like waves Is it some distant waves crossing on the shore Or is it just the trees whisper ways back and forth? Slow down mind Slow down mind Slow down mind Piercing thoughts, race like the horse with no end in sight Do it again or do they end? That is the question I would love to know Darkness seeks revenge follows, but still sleeps Slow down mind Slow down mind Slow down mind Can you tell what is real? Have you put that notion there? What is black and what is white? It is neither. Colors only shadow and make believe that everything is fun Slow down mind Slow down mind Slow down our mind
Well, I have lost 2 more pounds. I know this is healthy so I should be very happy. Why do I still beat myself up because I could have done more? I want it to come off faster than it came to me and it doesn't work that way. Baby steps-If I continue with 2 lbs a week until my goal, that will be 84 more pounds lost. This is not closer to my goal, well it is but not as far as I want to get in that time. I will still have another 50 pounds to go from there. I need to do more exercise I think. Maybe that would help.
Nothing much to say today. I have gotten much accomplished today in the way of organization of my home but still have much more to do. I am too tired to get anymore done today so I am going to bed earlier than my normal. Seized the day and looking forward to tomorrow! Love, Robin
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